I am waiting for my fantasy.

You ever feel hungry

like something died inside 

you?
Like the bugs are all chewing it up?

Like it is festering and green

Turning to dull olive tones 

And then to brown?
Like you have to pull energy back up

from your toes and your feet

and your ankles just to get your legs up and out of the chair

you thought you would die in?

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Kids

Don’t make me do that

adult thing where I have to

make little humans. 

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Panty Raid

I am looking for 

love inside my underpants 

that I do not wear.

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That Metal Taste

It was rape

It was made up

It was intentional

It was a flat white                     not a latte

                     not a cappuccino 

                     not a single shot espresso

Not something I liked

                             in particular.

Got me good. Savage in the heart by way of the tip of the back of my tongue as I choked on the index finger and thumb thrust into my notions like the nozzle of a gas station pump filling dead dinosaurs into my mechanical one.

And the rims on his Mercedes Benz spun on and on and on like my endless craving for a goddamned cup of mediocre unfresh black coffee poured into a stained porcelain mug my grip married 4 days ago.

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Hands Like the Ocean

My hands will be put

upon your belly, breathing 

my soul into you.

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Golden Pavement 

It’s a wide fucking

street, but somebody’s gotta

cross Fallen Stars Road.

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Vanishing Man

He felt my longing;

he felt my want. And ran like

stardust disappears.

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