Monthly Archives: October 2010

real morning pages

Shoot…I woke up an hour earlier than I thought I needed to. Not usually a big deal.  I’m usually a very earlier-riser.  But, I didn’t get home until after 3AM last night, so getting up at 8:30, is early. Yes, … Continue reading

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before I say ‘good night’

I feel beautiful right now. Because I have beautiful friends Who mirror me. Who truly mirror me. I feel seen.  I feel FELT. I feel belonging and striving and thriving! I feel GOT. I feel validated and challenged and motivated … Continue reading

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This Evening’s Morning Pages

I re-started reading The Artist’s Way.  I’d started it earlier this year.  Only got through the introduction and the first chapter.  Only exercises I got to was the ‘morning pages’ one (three pages stream-of-consciousness unedited free-form writing right upon awaking).  … Continue reading

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If I get enough people’s 2-cents, then maybe I’ll have enough to buy lunch…

what happens to somebody who just chooses not to or doesn’t want to participate in like say 85-95% of society?  not like wanting to be a hermit and have not social contact with other human beings.  But, like, just cannot … Continue reading

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This is an email I just sent to my mom at 1:00AM

so, I have over the past few days been seriously considering going back to school.  not to grad school, necessarily.  probably community college b/c I want to study Mathematics…for fun…because I miss it.  I miss the numbers.  I wonder if … Continue reading

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Growing Up

Have you ever had one of those moments where you can FEEL yourself growing up? I had one of those moments yesterday in my car on the freeway headed to Orange County at about 9:00AM. I don’t really remember exactly … Continue reading

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Rocking my boat a bit.

I feel a move coming on. I’m feeling stagnant and bored.  Not like I’m unbusy or like I have nothing to do.  But, more like I don’t feel challenged in the right areas of stimulation. Whenever I feel this way, … Continue reading

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