Monthly Archives: November 2010

just some observations

Realized this morning that my recent infatuation with multiple different men is nothing new.  It is only seeming new because I went for so long so very much afraid of getting attached to anyone.  I think liking a plethora of … Continue reading

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A bit bothered

I didn’t sweep and mop the kitchen before I left. This is bothering me.  It is also bothering me that I didn’t clean the living room at least a little bit before I left. I’m back in Iowa as I … Continue reading

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O.M.G. AMAZING.

Last night I had the best sex I’ve ever had to date.  It was amazing.  What a send off for me…uh, I was staying at his house b/c he was taking me to the airport this AM at 5:00.  Oh, … Continue reading

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“A breakdown is really a spiritual awakening…”

“Shame is really easily understood as the fear of disconnection.  ‘Is there something about me that if other people know it or see it that i won’t be worthy of connection?’…Those who don’t feel shame have no capacity for empathy. … Continue reading

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Tuesday, November 16, 2010, 6:00AM

I’m up.  it’s just before 6:00AM–my prime time of day.  I usually feel my very best at this time and it lasts until about 9:00AM. Right now I’m writing instead of working out which is not typical.  Go potty, brush … Continue reading

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tomorrow’s to-do list

in no particular order… 1.  call that ins. lady to see when/if I get a check and/or some $ of some sort for car rental while my car is in the shop next week.  (this could be EXTREMELY helpful) 2.  … Continue reading

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I think I was unclear…

I don’t really like writing ‘reply’ posts.  Mainly because I don’t like to think that anyone actually reads this.  But I also do not like to delete or ignore comments that those few and seldom readers post.  I like to … Continue reading

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