So I feel like a real Heathen Come Home the past few days. Probably all starting with Halloween and the fact that I had 3 nights in a row of severely less than adequate sleep 2 of which involved some sort of alcoholic consumption and all of which involved some sort of sexual activity with a different man each night.
So, yeah…feeling like I’ve lived up to the name on my blog. Especially because it is not until today (Wednesday) that I feel like I’ve finally come back to the ‘home’ of who I am…more or less.
Just had that thought/realization this morning and felt like letting it out. I’m really glad to be in a place of non-jugdment of it all. Very much letting it all flow. And loving my own evolution and knowing that wherever it is that I go and whether or not I return is neither good nor bad.
So this heathen is now home and may go out on other heathen-type adventures very soon…or not. Perhaps it will be awhile before I’m a big ol’ heathen. I don’t know. I don’t pretend to. I don’t want to. I am smiling right now. ANd that feels good. I’m feeling very free in my life as it unfolds at the moment. My choices are coming easier and I feel like decisions are being made for me in a very beautiful and truthful way.