Did I just write that?!
I woke up this morning still thinking about what I wrote last night. I almost feel like it crept into my dream world.
I had a really long day yesterday of being on my feet at work for the entirety of it. Days like that make me feel like my life really isn’t my life.
I got home late and wrote what I was feeling in a half-tired delirium.
When I awoke still thinking about it, I reread it…
Holy shit, what I basically just said is that home is where I can be truly, nakedly, authentically ME…but I used the word UGLY! Whoa!
So, basically in the complete truth of last night, I wrote that I believe my true nature is ugly. That’s hitting me pretty hard right now.
Alas, I have no real time to process it…I have to go be ‘pretty’ at work…