Monthly Archives: April 2011

in response to myself…

After writing my revelations in the shower, I went to work.  At work I read some Osho.  I’m currently reading his book on courage.  It’s a short book but it is taking me FOREVER to read b/c every couple pages … Continue reading

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Revelations in the Shower

When you cry in the shower it is interesting because you begin to not tell the difference between your tears and the water from the spout… I am so scared right now.  And so angry.  But, I know the anger … Continue reading

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I write this with a great Euphoria

I just got myself high on myself. I spent the past three hours horizontal on my couch.  Awake.  Not depressed either.  Not wallowing or moping around in my own shit.  Just up and down and allowing myself to go those … Continue reading

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I’m more Romeo than Juliet

Three nights ago I had a very vivid dream about the man I love. Two nights ago I had a vivid dream about the man I’ve been sort of seeing/sleeping with for the past 5 months. Last night I had … Continue reading

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April Goals

They say that if you write down your goals you are more likely to achieve them. Well, this didn’t help with last month’s goals.  And not for lack of dedication or not working hard enough. 1)  I didn’t lose 5 … Continue reading

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