I open new tabs all the time.
Dunno why. I just do.
I get the feeling a lot of people do.
I also start new things often before I’ve fully completed the other things that were once the new thing I started.
I’m a starter. I’m not a very good finisher.
Is it that I am impatient? Perhaps. I think that may be a lot of it.
Do I lose interest that fast? I feel like I am a committed person. Perhaps that is also why there are always several tabs open on my computer screen at any one time. I WANT to finish with everything I start. But at some point I’ve started way too many things to efficiently finish them all. I overwhelm myself.
But I have so many things that interest me. I guess not enough to see them through.
I wish I was better able to finish one thing out completely before losing interest and wanting to start something new.
I wish I had the patience and the focus.
I think I cripple myself with my multi-faceted interest in just about everything. But my interests are proving to be all very surface. Because, if they were deep interests, I’d stick with them…right?
Am I not deeply interested in ANYTHING? Am I merely a surface person with no depth? What is at the core of me? Am I willing to focus enough to go into that part of me? To go into the things that may not ‘surface’ interest me but will interest me over time at a deeper level?