Look what I created
I can no longer
expect him to be
act. do. anything
Love. Devotion to Self. Appreciating. Yes
I appreciate my cells, All of them
I appreciate my legs, thighs, knees, calves, ankles, feet, toes
I appreciate my stomach-abs-belly
I appreciate my smile
All of my smile
My gigantic smile.
My enormous smile that no one ever sees.
That humongous smile i have within that hurts so much sometimes because it is bursting out and all I am doing is holding it in with a force much less than it.
And I know my outer strength is no match for my inner smile’s power.
…and it scares me.
I choose it all with smiles & rainbows. I do.
I choose the Ocean of Self.
I choose experience & experimentation.
I am standing here in the breeze.
reaching out with 2 different destinies.
I am standing here smiling in the breeze
I am riding a stationary wave through nonexistent time and living life while I shut it all up.
I am well. Being well. Well being, I am.