Monthly Archives: May 2013

This Wednesday

Wednesdays are so awkward for me because I don’t work. they are the only day I don’t work…and it is almost like a full-stop confusion. Like someone slammed on the breaks and everything went flying forward and then I spend … Continue reading

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I hate cuddling.

His arms make me feel like a woman Wrapped in him, I fill myself. Without him, I have no container– spilt out and spread thin. Where I allow myself to be walked upon by all the others.

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Emptied (w)Hole

I want to be whole with you. He said Then she said Then he said she said Nothing. The space was empty for the (w)hole of them. Now what ?

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A Sandcastle Song

“Just listen to me,” calls the ocean. My mother Forever and always she’ll be. With a hug that embraces the entire world and a strict hand to any who would disrespect her. I just do this come to the beach … Continue reading

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Summer ’13 Crossfit Goals

1. accomplish handstand walks 2. 190# back squat 3. Strict L-sit muscle-up

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Yes…But…

I don’t have to be strong with him. His is the face I see Every time I lie my body down. In Sivasana, he visits me. He haunts me. I need to want him. Or want to need him. On … Continue reading

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