Tag Archives: fear

I need a hit

I no longer have a ‘day job.’ And I’m frickin LOVIN it! Well, sort of. For the most part. In moments. Sometimes. The chaos and unknown are my rehab. For the addiction of routine, structure, time-management. Blech!! Fuck all that. … Continue reading

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Luck Be A Lady

I’m ok being his lady #2. Sometimes. If I get to be lady #1 at my own convenience. I hope she satisfies him in my off time. I hope she puts great big smiles on his face. I hope she … Continue reading

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No More Words

I’m going to have to abandon this any minute now. This writing life. The writing life right now. But I also have that feeling on a daily basis—that I’ll have to abandon it. Not for something sensible or anything. But … Continue reading

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Heartache

Sometimes, mourning the loss of hope is less scary than facing the love floating around inside of me.

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Release Me

sometimes I just don’t want to be anymore Be anything. This is so scary. And so thrilling. Can you feel the rushing speeding up of my heartbeat. It beats in smiles and expectation and fantasy of imagined ecstasy Over and … Continue reading

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Quotable Me

“You realize how little you need when you lose what you want.” –me, moving day 2 days before Christmas

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Paradise Lost, Indeed

I’m giving myself an exercise. To write for a specified period of time. No goal length. We are working for endurance, here. I haven’t written in a long time and I just can’t seem to get into it. I can’t … Continue reading

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